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Sunday, November 30, 2008

a bright day

this weekends i slept a lot in day time, esp. when baby using pc to

game. i just felt too boring to be idle. baby now sometimes demanding,

but he always cute and loveable. i don't know why i felt to so sleepy,

but i m sure the animosity in ambience surveillancing and conspiring

new evil against my life, that's part of my business in God's set. as

to sustainable development, i beg no idea from others.

today is a bright sunny day. and also a peaceful morning outside of

the window. i love to see the shine as a mean of God's favor. i live

in his glory any moment.

all my friends watching me here, pl leave me some notes. i need ur

join to echo God's complacency.

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Friday, November 28, 2008

encountered China surveillance realtime, dogs unveil its mask

today i dozed first time in this week in office. i dozed in the morning and afternoon, each time woke up by moving or visiting person. dog in China surveillance spying my pc and blocked my exporting my blog at blogger.com right the moment i clicked the download button, returning a blank pages and cut off any access to blogger.com, while Internet access still allowed. i continued to read online in my google reader, till finished all my favorite feeds. just after i dropped the pc for a refresh, dog cut off my Internet within the corporate lan. later i tried changed my ip and i surfed again, but the pc under hacking responded very slow and painfully to do anything. 
today's event clearest indicating cop now assigned individule dog remotely monitor my pc every moment, they surely found fun more than face to face. the gay, the shadow, the dark under cloud, surely enjoy spying in cloak, that's their habit.

this week not bad for me, even i finally decided giving up hope on qq mail, whose shabbily handicapped funcation really disappointed me. i also see clear no replacement of service or product domestically. China, nowadays, to its most extend just a poor mimic of the western, and that's their all proud to be so.

another busy day


today again most of time sat in front of the office pc. first, sorted portalbe suite to include web confidentials so as to avoid repeat login input. then tried to setup posting via qq mail to my livejournal, or utterli, or google groups. third, sorted contacts and migrate them into
warren&ema's gmail&qq mail, group contacts in each account. now any family member can ready to post via email.
ate lunch later than 1:30pm. returned to desktop, launched to talk to a gtalk pal who appeared in my gmail contacts while i don't who he is. he likely cheating, or even worse, a cop in guise, so i deleted the contact. from then on Internet access got very unstable, frequent jammbed and slow response.
ok, no matter how dogs in China surveillance heavily spying me, i live in open and share what i have with the world. dog recently frequent made changes on my settings, like avatar, or other personal profile, and lots of time wasted on cleanning the messup and lagged returning pages. they surely had bundle of time to shit around.

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

a fruitful day, with ema&warren's qzone, and ema


another busy day. in the morning i tried to setup warren's qzone, a Chinese mainstream im community, but heavily been blocked by China surveillance. Internet access down for 2 or 3 time in the corporate lan, and the pc was hacked to respond very slow. till 3 pm the situation changed a bit, i finished task swiftily, including failed countlessly posting first blogentry onto warren's qzone. the qzone yet been recognized by qq mail, the bundle from the same csp, tencent, resulted in i can't post to warren's qzone viahis qq mail, saying the qzone don't exist. however i can access the qzone from its universal url at http://737466003.qzone.qq.com/ .
after work time i launched to claim ema's qzone and qq alumni. warren's qq alumni too early to open, ruled by the csp's service term. i finished it till ema almost finished her dinner. she today got angry with me for i worked lately at noon to inform her that i want to linger in office. however, she glad to see the works i brought about, even didn't bother to complain about her privacy as she frequently cared about cyberspace i boasted to her usually. the first phrase of claiming ema's qzone&qq alumni also painful, lagged heavily by Internet traffic with which dog in China surveillance likely gated realtime manually, but later dogs in China surveillance likely permitted the operation, let me accomplish in time.
its a nice day. the weather is clear and hot. i enjoyed the neaty space on the web of my family.

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

baby son, warren zhu, now has his own qq im on N

a busy day again today. i finished setting up my livejournal blogs to let me
email to post. dog in China surveillance spied my operation and stealen my
baby warren's qq user id i assigned in advance. when i returned home i
launched to register warren a qq account, and the disignated id, warrenzh,
reported occupied, while warrenzhu, which more common in Chinese, on the
contrast availabe. shit!
in this half of an hour, after 10pm, Nov 25th,2008, i finished setting up warren's profile
on qq, and account safety issue. now i can more easily publish our message.
now i have formal blogging blogs, microblog blogs, and in the mid, dairy
blogs. life just too bright with these publishing tools.

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

a day of satisfying.

today is a bit at leisure. i finished reading all feeds i subscribed accumulated in the weekends today, and updated my avatar on chinaren.com, including post routine comments as well as link of the classes i created on qq alumni. few alumni of mine enjoyed the freedom and loneliness like me. i also updated my profile on myspace.com, with which i first time got contact with foreign website. its all rosy, except facing the reality of China surveillance every moment online. my post on qzone the day before yesterday still kept in censorship and constrained in black box none sees. that really upseting.
all these counted its still a nice day. i fear nothing and let free all the troubles exerted on me. peace in heart can never deprived by anyone in dark. God sees his kingdom in sunshine.

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

warren&me now have artistic avatar, with link&lo

i prepared the photo sketching warez the night before yesterday. yesterday

in the beginning of the morning i launched to edit our avatars. with the aid

of powerful softwares it very easy to got a artistic avatar design. i

included our name and website on it, which quite satisfied me. but the

process uploaded to my websites uneasy. dog in China surveillance heavily

blocked me.last afternoon before the end of work time i almost spent 2 hours

vainly trying to upload to qq alumni or my gmail. in the night after i

forcifully moved baby who watched dvds for 2 hours away from pc and

continuted to upload avatars to qq alumni. uploading finished quite smooth,

but when i attempted to set it as my avatar in my profile there, dog again

jammed my surfing and forced me gaveup. and they deleted the icq blog of my

baby, warren zhu, the hope of China, this 4rd time of deletation.

this morning i uploaded avatars to my picasaweb. but when i backup my files

to my gmail, they blocked it again and cut off t he Internet access in lan.

they peeking on the lan, and stealen almost all my confidentials. they then

broke into my accounts and messed up and blacken/distorted my message under

my compromised confidentials. God sees and laughes for the shaddow in the dark

of China.



benzrad's avatars:



<http://www.google.com/…4448522160>

<http://www.icq.com/134279664>



warren's avatars:



<http://www.google.com/…5744304081>

<http://www.icq.com/414537728>

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warren&me now have artistic avatar, with link&logo on it.

i prepared the photo sketching warez the night before yesterday. yesterday in the beginning of the morning i launched to edit our avatars. with the aid of powerful softwares it very easy to got a artistic avatar design. i included our name and website on it, which quite satisfied me. but the process uploaded to my websites uneasy. dog in China surveillance heavily blocked me.last afternoon before the end of work time i almost spent 2 hours vainly trying to upload to qq alumni or my gmail. in the night after i forcifully moved baby who watched dvds for 2 hours away from pc and continuted to upload avatars to qq alumni. uploading finished quite smooth, but when i attempted to set it as my avatar in my profile there, dog again jammed my surfing and forced me gaveup. and they deleted the icq blog of my babywarren zhu, the hope of Chinathis 4rd time of deletation.
this morning i uploaded avatars to my picasaweb. but when i backup my files to my gmail, they blocked it again and cut off t he Internet access in lan. they peeking on the lan, and stealen almost all my confidentials. they then broke into my accounts and messed up and blacken/distorted my message under my compromised confidentials. God sees and laughes for the shaddow in the dark of China.

benzrad's avatars:


warren's avatars:

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

dog in China surveillance turned more active

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dog these days hunting more closer. they broke into my icq&digsby account and hampered my using icq via digsby central management. they just tonight deleted my baby, warren's blog on icq.com, and its the second times. they frequently modifying my baby&my google profile avatars, each time after i changed according my will. they shits a lot around China and smug overseas these days.



its a long time for them surveillance my web activities. but now they felt they watched enough and started to mess up. they doomed to their death in the coming winter.



unrestrained abused power in China surveillance shown their rotten teeth. they doomed to fire lake in hell. God sees their angers, while their dictator sting&stir them.



this morning just in minutes after i corrected my profile description on icq.com on my page, they broke in and reset it again. they surely had something they can showily.



they deleted my baby, warren's icq blog at http://www.icq.com/…/414537728 for 3 times. and constantly let my browsers ill working.



they also likely broke into my office pc last night, for the pc's firewall this morning lost its configuration in its first cold boot. they don't hesitate to show me their brutality and bullshits.



what can compare to them? the hooligan employed by the hooligan dictator, the ccp. what deemed with their halm? they reveal the darkest moment before the dawn.

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

second snow in Qiqihar, 2008. sunny day now

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last night very cold and the sky was dark brown. i told ema next day likely would snow. after lately woke up i found the quite bright sunny day outside of the window. it really snowed last night. its the biggest snow ever in this winter. baby soon occupied the pc with his cousions here been tutored by ema. i felt boring and sleepy. so i took camera to shot.

last week is really busy. i extended my ownership over my domain, be21zh.org, relogon my old account after 9 years on icq, and claimed warren one. adding all our frequent groups on it. post site update announcement among my google apps sites. successful gain 2 alumni on qq xiaoyou, a China im community, after its stern censorship. all these under China surveillance, who remind me everywhere. in last step, i synchronized my family new claimed sites' bookmarks with my family personal and groups diigo's bookmarks accounts, for example, http://groups.diigo.com/…benzyrnill , its just so cool being online.

this afternoon i busy with uploading new shot photos and a movie to picasaweb and youtube. picasa soon accept all my uploading. but youtube and later other sites, likely under surveillance, very slow in speed. i know again the hacking backgroup itching for messing and blocking.

that's my good time today. i never more felt tomorrow belong to me, and the final say forever from God.

bye. i love u, my beauty still in anonymous. i longing in being with u aside me every moment in my life.
update: in the night baby bathed after 2 weeks for cold. he didn't shower for more than 2 weeks, for he got cold recently. he sometimes hate water mixing into his eyes when baby, but more time glad to shower. tonight he surely had a good time.
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