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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

a blessed day, breeze after rainning night.

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the road to zhudajiu, my hometown village.

it has been days since i returned from Tianzhen, the town my elder sisters,

including my most cherished family member, my youngest elder sister, live.

the decision to return Zhudajiu, my hometown village, was when i caught

sight of the burning sunshine outside of elder sister's house's window,

which is rightly my long time dream in Qiqiqhar, northeastern China, and the

cause of my hometown journy. another reason is the rain here, so plenty each

time it pours and times it occurs. this morning and recent days i reviewed

the love from a girl student under family name lǘ (in Chinese the syllabus

can also mean rain), when she regularly haunted emakingir's house for

English tutorial even her English score quite satisfying in ema's school.

she loves me and shown it with her best way she can adopt. she even

descended to fight with ema around the table in ema's house to exam if she

qualified to win me aside her in her life from my old family. i today

learned from holy message that her love to me is true and divined. i would

grant her to make ways to reach me and live along me in my life.

that love also remind me a early love occurred in my senior middle school,

in a prodigious school, Huanggang middle school, Hubei Prov., central China.

a girl always with marvelous scholar scores and frequent the top score owner

in our grade, in the same family name lǘ, visited my hometown and slept in

our old house a night when we took occasionally, at least for me, the same

ship returning our hometown in vacation. i never second time receive the

same level of brave a girl can shown upon her beloved. at that time we r in

our fifteen's and i never dared to attracted her fond, for in most of my

senior middle school years i was depressed by insufficience on score in

exams. i don't know the night what happened to her, but she didn't contact

me anymore after it, in the rest of our senior middle school years. i missed

her very much but never had the confidence to invite her interview with me

again. the last time i cared her up in my heart is when i saw she sat with a

guy from the same county of hers on the grass in the school in sunset and

talked. i then sure i was a loser and i put my long time love for her into

death pool. the guy later didn't become her husband, but gracefully and

enviable for most Chinese young men migrated into US with a scholar career.

he is rightly the man help me get my first domain, be21zh.org, from American

domain registrargodaddy.com. while the lǘ, palely settled in a secondary

city, Yichang, within Hubei Prov., likely continued to research her major in

college, virus. i never had an insight of the life or psychic set of a

extradinarily able girl or woman, and also never got insight to the brave

and sudden visit she brought to me the quite early year in our youth. she

was a puzzle in my life, and i awared it before i first time fell into

madness, back to 1999 or so.



its a cool day, after 2 days of first wave of heat in the summer here in

Hubei Prov., central China. i enjoyed the dry and solid heat in burning

sunshine very much, as i long time expected and the meaning of my hometown

journey, the great gift from my Japanese girl and fiancee, Masheng. it

started to rain in sunset, a real surprise for me, for it don't usually have

too many rains on the latitude in summer. most of my beloved, r strong and

powerful girls, i know, and i enjoyed my favored fate with so many beautiful

creatures of God, they r in fact one of my wife, but very different facets

of one diamond of the most beautiful. they live with strenth in my universe

in my shine, all the one and Mightiest God's set.



its now just after noon, and breeze let me glad. with the help of Masheng, i

now befriend with wind, esp. breeze. quite some other sounds still kinds of

alarms for me, let me in fear of God's rage, or enemies' conspire that can

hinder the way toward my Royal or kingdom, but i will live with all power

from God, and live in joy forever gradually.



ps: when i posting recent 2 blogs, folks' hatreds arriving, a weeping women

came to my old house to tell her being beaten by the same villagers. its all

the demons against my Royal, here esp. my past dad, the God. they surely

only one way to leak their failure and envies, that's death, sooner or

later.



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